Thanks Marsha for the earlier comment. I didn't really mean it that way. I'm one to be in love with life although I probably am inarticulate about it. Right now, it's just too cramped, such that when I "breathe" I can't say I want to submerge again.

But enough explanation. One of these days, I'll yak my brains out again and no one will be able to stop me.

Check out this website for some more of my writings, the forbidden outputs, the things I do so that I don't have to go back to those that I need to do. Oh man, that doesn't make sense, but whatever.

http://mistresseyes.blogs.friendster.com/bug_me_some_more_and_mayb/

I know what you meant! Of course I do, I am not that dense! :P Although some might say that I act so...but I do appreciate life...for whatever it's worth, you know. I live in Malaysia and recently (even now) there's haze all around where I live because there's forest fire in Indonesia and the haze is suffocating all of us. When we breathe, we're breathing carbon monoxide and it stings our lungs! When a very basic necessity like breathing is taken away from you...you realize,SHIT, I wanna live!! ;)

Isn't it strange?
::marsha